I saw your ghost today, or maybe it could have been you. I didn’t stop to look, I didn’t want to see your face. I didn’t want to say hello and have to smile and play the part. I wanted to ask you what happened, and why you never spoke to me when you said that you would. I didn’t want to find out that you’ve been well and busy and happy. I wanted you to explain what changed, and how everything fell apart. I wanted to tell you everything that I never did, everything that I put off while waiting for a better moment. I wanted to ask you if everything I thought we had was just in my head? But to go there would be to dig up the past that I’ve almost buried. So I let your ghost walk past.
You make me smile when I don’t think I can.
You make the day better just by being there.
You make me laugh about the silliest little things.
You find your way into my thoughts almost all the time.
You smile and I melt.
You catch my eye and my heart pounds.
You just need to call and I’ll come.
You mean more to me than you know.
You don’t know how I feel though.
I can’t describe you.
I can’t explain you.
I can’t make this feeling make sense.
I just know that you make me smile.
I know that I look for you in the crowd.
I try to make you smile whenever I see you.
I wish that I could hug you more often.
I hope that you feel it too.
I don’t know what to do.
I think any girl would agree that buying a summer dress that makes you feel pretty when you put it on just makes the day 100 times better.
I love summer. Except when I have to watch it from my window, sitting at my desk, while it distracts me from all the studying I have to do.
Who am I kidding, summer is amazing, having to study in summer sucks.